Self-restraint (or just cheap?)

I stepped into Target during a spare moment yesterday. But I tend to be indecisive and cheap. Here are the things I picked up, looked at and considered, but did not buy.

• An orange long-sleeved T-shirt with a small broomstick picture on it. For me for Halloween.



• A sippy cup with "Itsy Bisty Spider" on it. For Max for Halloween.



• A "I love mummy" onesie for Ben for Halloween.



• Candy. For me, not for halloween.



• A small notebook with owls on the cover for my friend Autumn.



• Lip Gloss



• Sparkly, bangly earrings, necklaces and bracelets



• Formula. Ben is really cutting back on nursing and lunged after another baby's bottle at church. I can't decide if I should just keep pumping until he's old enough for whole milk in a few weeks, or let the boy wean like he seems to want to do. Except in the middle of the night. That's when he likes me again.



• A ________ for JB, for Christmas or our anniversary. I redacted the item in case he reads this post.



• Cardigans. All of them. I hear they are "it" for fall.



• Shoes



• Pillows with fall foilage and pumpkins sewn on them.

The things I am still thinking about after walking away are: The orange shirt, cardigans and the small notebook. I should have bought an owl notebook for myself too. That way I could make little bullet point lists in it of "Things to buy," like Buy ________ for JB, for Christmas or our anniversary.