After 19 years at KSL NewsRadio, I have the blessing and opportunity to grow in a new way. I'm starting a new job at The Church News tomorrow.
I had been thinking since last June that perhaps it was time for me to use my time and talents in a different way. I have always wanted to uplift and inspire, and I feel the most fulfilled by those kinds of stories. I was burning out in news and wondering if I could sustain the hard pace of constant deadlines and running around to breaking news without the lift that hosting shows or producing indepth pieces gave me.
I tried applying to different places over the summer, and nothing was coming together. I had a low point where I wondered if no one really wanted me. Then suddenly September and early October were a blur of interviews and second-round interviews and third-round phone calls, which led to job offers from several places. And they were all good places. It felt amazing to be wanted and to have options.
I also stressed a lot about choosing the right place for me and for my family.
Then, as I was prepared to go in one direction, the editor of The Church News called and said she wanted me to join their staff.
This all came together while we were at the cabin during fall break. JB caught me pacing up and down the deck while on the phone.
I tried to be still and listen during this time. To trust in the Lord's timing. I can get anxious and fret about decisions and impacts of my job's demands on my family. But for now, I feel like this is right. I truly feel that this can be a way for me to use my time and talents to help further the work of the Lord, by helping share what is happening with the Church and its leaders and all the good they do around the world. I remember seeing The Church News on our table when I was six years old. My parents always got it in the mail, no matter where we were.
I had to make some painful phone calls to the other places, and I felt bad for disappointing them. I also felt bad telling my co-workers that I was leaving KSL. I've been a little emotional the past week. I started there when I was 21 years old. I've had incredible experiences and reported on some amazing, crazy, insane, unbelievable, heartbreaking, beautiful, uplifting, and plenty of mundane stories. Being in radio was always my dream. And it's ok to move on. But I told my bosses I'm still in the building (The Church News is on the fifth floor). They can always call me.






































